In a completely unrelated event...

Day 105 - The face of Grace, originally uploaded by shobster.

This post has nothing to do with the pic... other than they both portray my means to happiness.

Just kidding. Click on the pic to see my story with Alcohol. I don't like it.

But speaking of happiness... I was just pondering today about Ben (yeah like when am i ever not thinking about him?) and how he sometimes does things for no reasons other than because he knew they would make me happy. Like spending Sunday night at my place, even though it means he has to get up at 6:30 the morning after and drive ~50 min. to get to work. How's that for sacrifice? :-)

Hmmm and yet another completely unrelated event (this one from yesterday):

I talked to Josh on Jabber yesterday. He was... an FWB to whom i grew very very attached, until things turned awry and we just drifted off in different directions. We've been back on talking terms since then, but now every time we catch up i'm always left thinking "What on earth was i thinking back then, clinging on to a guy who's now Obviously not relationship material?" Silly me. I'm glad things ended between him and me now. His lifestyle makes me cringe. And he's a year older than me, too, which theoretically means he should be the more mature between the two of us.

Oh well. I'm only glad i have the most awesomest boyfriend in the world, who's only *reasonably* immature. :-p