Oh, Life... (woe is me!!!)

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What do you do when everything in life feels so underwhelming? Yes, you heard it right: "underwhelming". Failing to interest or astonish. I feel that the last few days i've found no sparks in most everything that i do... School, well that's an old story. I've been kinda just going with the flow the past few months, not really too motivated to swim to the end of the river. I swear learning new things and all things biology used to make me tick, but lately i've had to really search to find that spark to keep me going. I usually blame the situation on my short attention span and how i'm almost always more interested in my distractions - i guess that makes me a procrastinator - like photography and the blog, but this past two days i wasn't even motivated to do any.

Hmm... At least my friends still keep me interested. And Ben, too. If it weren't for them i'd prolly be in trouble by now. I have a knack for getting into "bad" things when i'm bored and left to my own devices. That's how i got to 29, partly...

But hopefully things are starting to look up. Today was much better than yesterday, so maybe tomorrow will be even better. I'm very close to finishing the National Geographic application, and maybe tomorrow i'll be able to finish the Explorers Club application. And sign up for the Evolution meeting. And hopefully my cycle sequencing reactions worked - i stayed until 10 PM tonight just so i could get it to start running. Keeping my fingers crossed. Tomorrow's another day...